I keep thinking about my birth plan - I'm not sure whether I should do the laughing gas and then plead for the epidural when I can't take the pain anymore or just go straight for the epidural and save myself the possible nausea from the laughing gas. :S It sounds terrifying no matter what way I choose. I don't think child birth is easy but I'm still scared!
On mine and the baby's weight
Baby was 1.8kg when I went for the A5 scan 2 weeks ago (not sure how heavy she is now). I'm 61.5kg. o.0 I really don't care about the numbers anymore, just whether I feel good or not and I'm really not getting used to the fact that I can't even fit into my loosest shorts anymore (I used to be able to slide right out of them even while they were buttoned up). My thighs rub against each other in the most unbecoming manner but luckily I'm wearing long dresses to hide that fact. :(
I just spent a huge, HUGE amount of money last weekend buying everything for the little one. Her cot, her mattress, sheets, bottles etc. I'm starting to feel anxious cos our house is almost but not quite ready yet and my urgent nesting instinct has started to kick in and I feel like I NEED to get her room sorted out! (We can't move in until next weekend :().
Just hanging in there until everything is sorted.
Until then, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Lots of love and good cheer. x x x